I Feel so much better now..
I didn't want to get out of bed this morning cos i wasn't ready to face everyone...and i was still upset with everyone and myself..
I tried to stay in bed as long as i could.. but i was dying to have a pee..
By 1pm, i couldn't take it anymore and ran to pee.. it was the longest pee ever.. i think it was about 40 sec or longer.. I was like Austin Power.. you know.. when they defrost him after 30yrs in the "freezer" and the first thing he did was to pee and it goes on and on and on and on and on.. well you get the idea..
Anyway, all is ok now. There is peace..again.
Thank you everyone for all the msgs, advice and hugs :)
Fat Fingers is happy again. :)