Saturday, May 21, 2005

R.I.P.

The past 2 days wasn't easy for me..

A friend has passed away..

A friend that i have always wanted to meet up with but didn't have the time to do so.

:(

The friend whom i spent my teenage years with.. hanging out, playing, teasing each other, arguing, playing pranks on one another.

The friend who told me to "Remember to stay wild and be like the black stallion that can never be tamed."

Then we went on with our busy lives.. and didn't keep much in contact.

I'm affected by his death. It was all too sudden.... I couldn't sleep well the night i found out about his death. I kept waking up in the middle of the night, asking... "Why? What happened? You are so young.. too young to go!"

I went to the wake this evening.. i asked the same question.. but there was no answer.. just silence...No one knows why...

Goodbye E. We miss you.

25 comments:

Bittersweet said...

My sincere and deepest condolences..
hey.. take it easy.. he will always be in your heart. Dun be too sad ok?

Everything happens for a reason.. There is no such thing as too young or too old for death. His time is up, he has to go. So just accept it and believe that he is in a better place where angels will take care of him and he will be watching over you. :*)

Take this time to make a voodoo doll for dick so you can vent your sadness and pain on it.. Let Dick feel your pain!!

*Cheerz*

Jayaxe said...

So sad to hear of such news. But nobody knows why he's gone?

oddlola said...

Sorry to hear about such sad news. Same incident happened to me before although the person was not a childhood friend but he inspired me a great deal and i always told myself that i must catch up with him but never did and all is too late. I still think of him. I'm sure he will always have a part of your memory too. Take care.

Fat Fingers said...

Bittersweet / One Little Twit : Thank you. :) I'm ok already.. :)

Jayaxe : Thanks. Yep no one knows why.. that's why it makes it so hard for all of us.. especially his family..

Helen said...

I'm so sorry, really.
Peace...........

Hisreason said...

My condolences.... I'll be attending the wake of my friends father tonight.... Life is so short....

Anonymous said...

Its never easy to have someone whom you knew or loved to leave for the other world.

Just like I had lost my grandpa not long ago & I felt lost.

Let's treasure our loved ones around us...

Take care...

vanna

Ah 9 said...

my condolences...

kachuaz said...

take care thou.

Lexandria said...

sorry and sad to hear your friend juz passed away.

take care okay?

sari said...

Im really sorry to hear about this dearie.. sometimes death can be so sudden, we hardly have anytime to say farewell.. I believe becus of this sudden loss of a friend, you have learnt to cherish the people around you even better. Cherish those who are around even more now.. I hope you will feel better soon =) Haikz, hugs!!

Fat Fingers said...

thank you everyone! i am feeling better already! :) yeah we all should cherish the people around us. don't wait till it's too late...

becca said...

sorry to hear about your friend. Dun be too sad, he's probably in heaven and looking out for you. Cheer up alright?

RaR said...

My deepest condolences babe. *HuGx* He dies, but u live on, So remember to stay wild and be like the black stallion that can never be tamed yea?

the end said...

Cheer up. One good way to remember him is to keep him in ur heart & memories.

Or (dunno whether this will make u mad or something but this is what I do to keep myself sane & at ease, for the moment) u may go to his resting place or tablet (since the younger deceased cannot keep their tablets at their homes) & burn some h--l $ & other stuff u'd think he might need. Errrr... hope u dun mind this weird suggestion

Anonymous said...

hey sweetie,

my deepest condolences. glad you're feeling better. hugs.

FF

A Popcorn Addicted Shopaholic said...

I can understand your pain and shock. Esp when it's so unexpected. Pull yourself together. Take care

Ang Ku Kueh said...

Hey there, you take care, ok? sometimes things can happen for no good reason, but pls don't be too hard on yourself.

Maybe its time to spend some moments with friends you haven't seen in a while.

Zen|th said...

Sorry to hear such news. May E rest in peace.

Anonymous said...

*hugs.

-shan

MyOrangeSweater said...

Deepest condolences. He should rest happy knowing that he's got a good friend in you, who misses him dearly. Cherish those alive, but remember those gone. Take care!!!

aish said...

My condolences dear. Hugs. Stay well ok! God bless!

limegreenspyda said...

oh dear.
death somehow puts life into perspective.
glad you will be moving on, and pursuing things that make you happy soon.
*hugs*

ei|een said...

i'm so sorry to hear about such a sad event. my deepest condolences.

please do take care of yourself.

Fat Fingers said...

thank you everyone! for your kind words and concern :)